I feel oddly detached

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Beautiful Connie and innocent Harriet… My sweet ladies, my...

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Beautiful Connie and innocent Harriet… My sweet ladies, my darlings, my everything.
Even though I can’t really feel anything in this form I still… I still think I am incomplete. When Dawkins took them away from me a part of me went missing. A part of me died with them - capacity to feel.

I feel something’s lost, but I can’t really miss anything.
But I hope they are safe now. I hope they have found peace and never get in this situation I am in.

thereisnocrane: (( *never present on Mundays, occasionally...

Thu, 15 Nov 2012 22:35:16 +0200

thereisnocrane:

(( *never present on Mundays, occasionally appears on your dashboard* ))

(( I didn’t know Mundays existed.

I would really love to post web cam pics of me more often but do you know why I never do that? ~~(Not because no1 cares)~~

Because I look like this every single day. ))

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“That night I dream I am a child again…”

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“That night I dream I am a child again…”

ask-fem-scarecrow liked your post: What do you think about that one certain...

Wed, 14 Nov 2012 23:55:18 +0200

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~~Well of course… Who else could it have been?~~

What do you think about that one certain Scarecrow?

Wed, 14 Nov 2012 23:40:21 +0200

One certain Scarecrow? I have met two but my guess is that you mean the one with whom I’ve interacted lately. Am I correct?

I don’t have a strict opinion about her since I don’t know her that well. At the moment she seems interesting and I would be honoured to get to know her better but who knows for sure? Perhaps the feeling isn’t mutual…

marvelousghost replied to your post: (( GODDAMN ANONS. My ask box…. my poor ask box…… oh dear...

Wed, 14 Nov 2012 23:04:11 +0200

marvelousghost replied to your post: (( GODDAMN ANONS. My ask box…. my poor ask box……

oh dear god

(( I know… I know… ))

(( GODDAMN ANONS. My ask box…. my poor ask box… Amadeus is going to have a hard...

Wed, 14 Nov 2012 23:00:34 +0200

(( GODDAMN ANONS. My ask box…. my poor ask box… Amadeus is going to have a hard time…. ))

ask-fem-scarecrow: asktheghostofarkham: If I am a fragment of your imagination, ScarecrowI...

Wed, 14 Nov 2012 22:31:58 +0200

ask-fem-scarecrow:

asktheghostofarkham:

If I am a fragment of your imagination, Scarecrow
I suppose you’d need some professional help, don’t you agree?

After all it tells a thing or two about you and your mental state, if you can clearly see the ghost of Amadeus Arkham…

Unless… unless I am real. Unless ghosts really do exist…..

Fine then you are a real ghost it is a thing,

And keep your hands to yourself…

I didn’t believe in ghosts when I was alive, but when the Arkham Asylum became my home, my tomb, I didn’t know what to believe or what not to believe.
I never saw a ghost and I hope you understand how dazzled I was with wonderment when it turned out I wasn’t dead after all…

Forgive me my behaviour - I mean no harm. I’m just… curious, too, and if you don’t mind, may I ask what did you feel when my hands were on your shoulders? I’m a ghost, I should go through you but did you still feel something?

thereisnocrane replied to your post: (( Okay this is perhaps the most unnecessary...

Wed, 14 Nov 2012 21:55:21 +0200

thereisnocrane replied to your post: (( Okay this is perhaps the most unnecessary post…

((ohmygod—))

(( He’s Amadeus. Seriously. His side profile, his nose, his eyes, his EVERYTHING. Ghnngh. ))

(( Okay this is perhaps the most unnecessary post ever, but do you guys know what? Even though my...

Wed, 14 Nov 2012 21:50:20 +0200

(( Okay this is perhaps the most unnecessary post ever, but do you guys know what? Even though my Amadeus is a ghost and stuff I still think that I found a face claim for him.

I’ve been watching SAW movies with Miki and goddamn every time I see Tobin Bell I think that he looks exactly like how I imagine Amadeus.

So that is all. Move along, nothing to see here. ))

And I burn the filthy bastard.There is ozone and the smell of...

Sun, 11 Nov 2012 21:50:51 +0200

And I burn the filthy bastard.
There is ozone and the smell of burned skin on my nostrils.
But I feel nothing.
-Amadeus Arkham

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